Who am I? I’m not really sure, but I tend to believe in the three selves of 1) how we view ourselves, 2) how others view us, and 3) who we really are. Let’s start at #2 since there might be some shared language.
How others view me:
- INFJ personality – although I’m borderline INTJ.
- Maximizer
- Questioner
- Big Five Personality Test
- Open to experience – high
- Conscientiousness – high
- Extroversion – very low
- Agreeableness – low
- Natural reactions – very high
- Growth mindset
How I view myself:
I’m stuck in my head with a lot of internal dialogue. I believe in gratitude, perspective and financial independence. I strive to live mindfully. I’ve accepted that I’ll damage my kids somehow, but at least they’ll know I love them. I need solitude and quiet, and must get regular stretches when I can peel the onion. I believe time is the most important currency, but have difficulty spending it wisely – like grasping at water. I’m moved by the stoic philosophy, but unable to really implement it on a consistent basis. I’m completely sold on the value of mindfulness mediation but don’t mediate regularly. I need to run for my own sanity and that of others. I believe in habits, deliberate practice and decision fatigue. Viktor Frankl is my hero and I’m a strong believer in Logotherapy, although my own search to find meaning is a work in progress.
Who I truly am?
LOL – who the hell knows. Not really that important.